move along
it is still sometimes strange that g and i are no longer together. for so long, we were best friends - a part of each other’s lives, everyday. it’s weird that we both have these completely separate lives now. it’s taking some time to get used to it - it’s a whole paradigm shift. for a while there, we talked about marriage, about what it would be like, what our kids would be like, what our home would look like. now all that has to shift. and it’s just taking some time.
but you know, it’s happening. he’s moving forward. i’m moving forward. i have this life. it’s full and filled with family and friends and the Lord and it’s more than i could ask for. i have a job that i enjoy, i’m getting a degree in something in which i am truly passionate, i have amazing family and friends, i have God, i have hobbies. i didn’t think there could be life after g. but … then there is. and it’s just fine.
